yea so Im stressed to the max between speeding tickets, school work, cranky roommates and just plain depression of my life. woooohoooooooooooo can't wait till I get everything figured out with my life!

ok so you guys are all DOO-DOO HEADS....and I'll tell you why. nevermind, I lost my train of thought..wait, does that make sense? Anyways, am I missed hurr on this Xanga crap? I am just too lazy lately to even look at your guys abnormal comments and crap......................................................................................................................................................................................................k sorry, I went to go get my egg and cheese sandwich that I just made at 8 in the morning on a Friday....what in the hell is wrong with me. I dont even have school this week and when I do, I cant get up for my class at 8 for the life of me. Now I'm up and about, changing cat litter, emptying the garbage and talking to myself....and Carmelo. He's up and about too. But I'll probably pass out in a bit.

So Tiff, do you think you're smart or something? Cause your not.....anyone can get a full academic scholarship...YOUR MOM GOES TO COLLEGE. ha, no for real, congrats baby....that's some real shi....uhhh I mean stuff.

So Stace, Ma took me to Friendlys the other day and I so wanted to keep the tradition going of pushing you in the bush right outside the door but I had a feeling that if I tried that on mom.......she wouldn't be too happy. I also tried pushing Meghann (not my BF, but my other roomie) into some random guy at the mall like I do you...and she just looked at me like I was on crack or something. I guess I can only share these moments with you. Bub and I were in the mall the other day and we were reminicsing (spelling) about that time I threw the chapstick and said "go fetch it Stace" and you ran and did one of those sliding things on the ground where you go head first and you can hear your skin skidding...like urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. You guys might no be able to comprehend that noise like I just did when I wrote it, but you get the picture.

Yin inspired me to cut my hair....I was bored the other night so I decided to ya know...cut like 6 inches off. ha. I kinda like it........and I don't care if you don't Erin....I know you, u ain't gotta lie homey. I ask you and you gimme that fake..."oh yea I like it" BULL. We gotta get up again at the bar....I drove past last night and I thought I saw your car still there but I was too lazy to turn around, plus my gas tank was on E and that would uneccessary to turn around.

So I decided that I'm trying out for the Real World. I did a first take of my audition tape last night, it needs some editing but I think it went well. Everyone keeps telling me I could make it...think about it, I have a unique name, I can go psycho sometimes, I can be a bitch as well as beat bitches up, I have a torn up family, I have lots of siblings who aren't all related, I drink to solve my problems and I definitely cry beer tears. I'd say those are all the qualities that everyone else has on that show......."I need to go to find myself" Ha.....wish me luck! Gimme ideas for my audition tape though!

I miss everyone! Mandee congrats on your house that's awesome, you are building yourself quite the little family (tear). I'm crying out of happiness.

UM YEA SO MY EYELIDS ARE GETTING HEAVIER.....NIGHT GUYS.....OR MORNING? WHO KNOWS.

LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU